Alexander James Gopoian
http://www.myspace.com/amidsttherapture  

a scene

what a word what a word... you jeer towards me now... saying who the hell are you to proclaim
such a thing... everyone's had it... but never did they really know what it was... because it always
came upon question

saturday baby
we'll get our groove on
in our sleep... on your couch...
if your parents aren't home... maybe baby
in your bed... dreaming of course
maybe baby.... you know me
baby... maybe you don't
i know myself enough to deserve your trust
but the last bus that left was full of broken promises
you once gave me a ticket on that bus and chased me onto it'
you didn't know if you knew me enough
and you don't expect much better to come into town this time round
to your diner
where you work
to take you out roller skating after your shift
of daydreaming of something more than contentment
and it breaks into bleak words and statements from behind a turned-up menu

Can I get the usual?

familiarity fills your lungs as you disect the tonation and poise of this stranger
stranger because you thought you never knew him
not completely
easier to throw out an asshole than someone who was worth calling in sick for
awkwardness fills the air almost so pugnently it's hard to speak let alone breath

I'm sorry... what would you like?

you notice the scar on his wrist holding today's specials
is today special or is it just the tasty meals Earl makes in the back?

You know... the usual?

still not wanting to believe who it is...
you act like you don't know what he's been missing since he left

Sorry... I don't recognize who you are? What would you like me to get you?

surprisingly he gets out of his seat like you knew he would...
and he says

it's me... don't you remember?

and now the paste you call oxygen is tasting sour
so sour... you can't be his waitress...




but that's not what he wanted

he just wanted to take you out roller skating