Alexander James Gopoian
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Liquor Store Window

I'm driving in the high life for a ride i won't forget
Because going into a big town only happens once a year
The night lights burn my eyes with quick unnerving pulses
Screaming come in and get your heart broken
And the letter whose meaning stands for everything blinks with a stagger
Life, Love, Learning, Lies
Staring me in the face as we stop at a traffic light
The top is down so there's no worries for regrets
The windows stay clear because i want them that way
I'm staying the speed limit when the pedestrians cross
Amazing the brakes work under the pressure of the crowds
My choice is to avoid others' pains even if i shall take the ticket
No officer I'm not under an influence... i'm not like the rest
Tonight we were going to see the show our lives put on
I have the last seat in the last row of the last section
The worst view is the best says the man full of bliss
Too bad the ignorance breaks my place in line and mugs me as though it were a sign from the fates
I let him go and enjoy my blessing... he shall be judged by others' applause
Can i have a refund? Your faiths gave me a guarantee to back out from your drama
I don't want to be a witness of our faults
I want the show to never end... i want it to go on
The windshield wipers are broken
And so is the hope top canopy canvas
But i need to get home some how
I need a back up plan
See me for what you are and i'll return the favor
Because we are all as bad as each other's next
How can an inter-mind-state lose my exit?
I'll tell you when i find myself there
One more turn too late
One more lane change without the warning
One more crash waiting to happen
I drive defensively
I drive in spite of the shattered heart
Is it mine?
Is it yours?
For my insurance can't pay for it either way
But I'll do what I can to see it through and maybe we can get some coffee later
The brown heart shaped stain missed my sleeve and fell on the floor
Another sign not to be taken lightly
Maybe tonight wasn't the worst but a sign of some contrast
Maybe this was just a day of mediocrity
Some were jealous and the others, sorry if not apathetic
For my gain or loss
What was it?